Martha Beck

Yep, that was me.

Three kids under four, one with a disability, trying to get...

my degree and teach when I had such bad, um, autoimmune illnesses that I couldn't stand, sit or use my hands.

Like I was at the bottom.

So this is how you do it.

You push yourself to the point where you can't do it anymore.

Then you go in your room and you say, get out a piece of paper and you say, here is what I am fucking sick of.

Here is what I will.

Nice.

fucking hate this i hate it i called it i call it liberation through pain and rage i fucking hate this and you write it all down yeah and then that's what consensus is making you do because the rage inside you is the natural it's the wild animal saying no and that's where you yeah that's where you have the cheetah be a cheetah and and that's the first thing it'll say is oh

Good.

Write it down.

Or for some people, there's not that energy.

It's just like, ugh, I can't go on.

Yeah.

I cannot go on.

I cannot move.

I cannot stand this.

And then that's the wild animal.

Okay.