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He is so great.
And I really lucked out.
Yeah, I think he did.
But yeah, I recently just like, when he wants to go like on a hunting weekend or do things to like refuel for himself, I find myself like just feeling super bitter.
And it always starts out great.
Like I normally have a plan for all the kids for those weekends or those evenings or whatever.
And it just seems like, you know, if he runs a little bit late or if something, you know, like if life happens and it ends up being later than he thought or something, I just like, I feel something inside of me that just like bubbles over and I get like so angry and
feel myself getting bitter about it and I I feel so much shame and guilt around it because he's so supportive whenever I need time like if I want to go to a ladies night or book club or a retreat he's just so supportive and would literally do anything to to help me with that and so I feel like it's something like like deep inside of me and I just can't seem to figure out
Um, and so I thought maybe you would have an idea.
Well, I'm...
The oldest sibling in my family, so probably the latter.
Yeah, I think that resonates a little bit more with me.
Especially because when it does happen, it's like I think I try to do any sort of
any sort of like mental gymnastics I can to like make sure that it's not a big deal and that I'm not overreacting.
And it's just like, it feels like it's this thing that I just like cannot, cannot get over.
You know what I mean?
What, what is it like?