Matt Beall

I have free will to decide

do I want to identify as with the school that I went to, and that my father went to, and that his father went to, and that my son is currently at?

So it's a difficult one for me to let go to right now.

I'm choosing not to, but we can pick and choose.

I want to be this, I don't want to be this.

And it's all in the matrix, there's so many of those things that create our individual mind-made identities.

um, that, uh, we can pick and choose, you know, I want to, I'm going to hold onto this.

I'm going to let go of this.

I know that by holding onto this one thing that it's going to cause these ups and downs, these emotional swings, it's going to cause me to judge things.

It's going to cause me to defend.

It's going to cause me to, you know, um, get into some arguments like, and I, and I know that and knowing that and still choosing to hold onto it is, you know, it's, it's, you could call it insane.

You could call it free will.

You could call it, you know, temporary, but, but it's just a part of that human experience.

I think that's, uh,

It's beautiful.

Yeah.

Are you open to being wrong about reincarnation?

Yeah.

Yeah.

So you're not totally grasping.