Matt Kielty

He had his shirt half unbuttoned with all his hair coming out of it.

He was always rumpled.

People used to say he looked like an unmade bed.

He drove around in this like mustard-colored convertible.

With the top down, even when it was raining, he'd have the top down.

He could be brash, blustery, angry.

But also very sweet.

People in his office had these stacks of what we called Vasco grams.

These little handwritten notes from John on like a newspaper article he read.

I'm just thinking about you.

Here's something you might find interesting.

Literally hundreds of people would get these Vasco grams.

My God, I got mountains and mountains of them.

He was big, he was expressive.

Everything in his being was suddenly liberated.

He felt free for the first time in his life.

But before we get to that, we'll actually have to leave it here because Heather— I have to go to therapy.

Is off to therapy where maybe she'll punch some pillows or— Have some kind of breakthrough, you know?

Yeah, maybe I'll have some breakthrough.

I'm sure it's going to be life-changing.