Matt McCusker

But I just feel like like the more I'm investing in myself or things like that, it's like it feels good.

Exactly.

I think when you're a kid, you come out of this time where you're like, oh, there's all these things that I get to get put into and there's somebody putting you in a shit.

You don't even realize that like all this stuff happens and you're just in.

But you like, we kind of lose that as we get older.

You know what I mean?

I know work comes along and family comes along, but it's like, yeah, you have to always feel like, oh, life has to make it.

No, you have to make it.

Especially as time goes on, dude.

I went to your birthday party.

That was fun, dude.

But, you know, eventually I was like, what was the anger about you thing?

Kind of telling me that was fascinating.

And your wife was great, dude.

Like she started like five months in advance.

She's like, don't forget Friday or whatever.

And I'm like this Friday.

She's like, no Friday in five and a half months.

But she would remind you every month.

And I was like, fuck.