Matt McCusker

I don't know, I think that can be kind of a weird way to interpret it, all that stuff.

But yeah, no, that was something that really kind of shattered the glass for me, and it was just kind of like, I was just truly, because that was the whole thing.

I don't really think I've had those experiences

at least a positive, like, fall to my knees positive experience.

I've had, like, you know, like, you know, totally gripped with anxiety and anger.

That, I've had, like, a full-body experience.

But I didn't really have, like, a full-body happiness experience.

And that, for me, was just, like... And it was also kind of scared, but it was just, like, you know, it was just amazing.

And then it really, like... I don't know.

It just did something, really, where it was, like... It just made me...

Just more in touch with just everything in general.

Like you're saying, like when I had the anxiety at first, and I'm like, oh, people have feelings.

Then you have kids, you're like, oh, everyone's someone else's kid.

And, you know, like if someone was mean to my kid, I'd be very upset about that.

So let me be nice to other people who are just other people's kids.

Yeah, yeah, just, you know.

They both, they looked like twins when they were born.

Oh, got it, got it, got it.

So it wasn't, for me, it was more of like a deja vu, like... What did you just say?

Whoa, and with her, it was just like, hell yeah, because I was already, like, ready for that.