Matt Murphy

But what is, it's more gratifying than it is, than it is stressful, believe it or not.

For moments like that, you kind of, I tried 52 murders or 52 cases while I was in the homicide unit.

And every one of those, there's a, there's a mom, you know, or, or somebody loved every one of those victims.

And you, you,

Especially on the hard ones, on the cold cases where you reach back in time where they effectively got away with it until you come in with a new team and dust off the boxes.

And most people can't understand how important that is to a family member unless, God forbid, you experience it yourself.

It is difficult.

Holding the person accountable becomes, for a lot of them, it becomes the center of their entire life.

And as a prosecutor, you become very important.

When you drove that rental truck down to wherever you drove it to, you won't reveal that.

I can't.

There are just some secrets that a man is willing to give up his life for.

All right, so I think we're kind of at an understanding, which is that you know...

It's just somewhere that I can't go.

It's right.

I know as a journalist, that's, you know, everybody wants.

That would be a coup de grace to unearth.

And I don't give a sweet flying **** about that.

I don't.

I don't care.