Matt Willis

And, you know,

And suddenly she was like, just found herself married to this, you know, addict, stroke, pop star who was away, you know, a third of the year while she was looking after children and then having to deal with like another child.

Yeah.

Me.

Yeah.

Yeah.

And it became, that was the worst aspect probably of...

of the whole thing is it really became, our marriage became really difficult because she was, you know, she understandably hated me drinking.

And then I became, I was almost quite defensive about it.

Like I'm going off and doing these shows so that we can live here.

And, you know, and so it became a huge, you know,

source of sort of pain in our marriage for a long time.

Yeah.

You know.

Alcohol is so devious.

You know, addiction is so, it's so devious because I kind of, I didn't blame the addiction.

I blamed my wife for what was going on.

I thought she's trying to control me.

She's trying to, you know, stop me having a good time.

And she was just worried about me and having so difficult to live with somebody who was drinking as much as I could.