Matthew Cox
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But as soon as you said that, I thought, oh, that's a bad idea.
Because, yeah, almost all the time you'll fall asleep and then your body will reject it and you start vomiting.
And then you wake up, you think you're kidding yourself, but your body will just reject.
Not always.
Not always, but it will.
Oh, listen, sometimes it does work.
Yeah.
You know, that's the thing is that... So if you're lucky, you throw it up.
If you're not lucky, it does exactly what you think it's going to do.
Right.
Can I ask you a question?
Going to the rehab, were you like after a week or two, were you accepting of being there?
And or did you after a few weeks decide, oh, I shouldn't be here.
I can do this on my own.
Or were you like, no, no, fully on board.
I'm going to I'm all in.
I need this.
So you're kind of self-medicating this entire time to feel normal.
And so your normality.
And like, how did that even, like, how did that even, you don't know?