Maya Umemoto Gorman

Today.

Today.

Girls talking about the future.

Yeah, heavy on that.

I also got that many, many times.

well yeah yeah yeah that's all that's all no and that's real and also just you know i listen i'm on the way to a vibe reset so i'm like that's why i'm literally sitting here like

writing shit down but yeah heavy on that and also heavy on just i think last thing i'll say on this is like also don't let people tell you who you are yes bro and that call is from like i literally just like threw that outside the house and then close the door because i'm currently not doing that and that's why i don't read comments i i try not to participate in that because i the biggest thing that i've learned about myself which is so interesting because i feel like i've always been you know on some only child shot i've always felt like i had a very strong sense of self a very strong understanding of myself but like

Ever since doing this and ever since, you know, kind of inadvertently, like obviously we knew it's like a part of it, but like experiencing it is something completely different of like just being commented on or like being part of conversation or like, you know, just, you know, the culture that we live in right now vary that.

I'm realizing like number one thing that I'm realizing and once I handle this, like I'm about to turn into porcelain, like I'm literally gonna turn into porcelain and like ascend to the heavens because my time here will be done type shit is like,

learning to not let people, like not let comments and things change my opinion of myself.

That's the tea where I'm like, oh, when I get that down bitch, you won't be able to read me because often like the, like people will like comment on something and even though I know it's not true about myself, I'll listen.

It's like, what the fuck is that about?

Yeah.

I mean, we're also like fully in discourse culture where it's like, people will literally be like,

This is who they are.

They are a bad person because, well, and some people do some really bad shit, but like, you know, I'm like, people will literally be like, because of this, this and this, this means that they're like selfish, they're this, they're this and this.

And create like actual narratives about people.

Like character profiles.

Yes.

Character profiles when it's like, when we like un-black mirror our shit, it's like, nobody cares.