Maya Umemoto Gorman

I mean like nobody is showing up to the internet in their completed form.

There's just no, and that's why I be so kill your heroes type shit because everything,

that somebody else means to me is fully just me.

It's fully what I'm perceiving.

It's fully like what I'm projecting on these people.

So it's like, even though I participate and I, and I also want to stop doing this again, I'm in a reboot era right now, but even when I participate in the two hour documentary, the two hour YouTube documentary about a TikTok,

can I assume that I know their character?

Can I assume that they know them?

Do I feel justified in making comments about who they are as a person?

After the two hours, I do be feeling like that.

But it's like just that whole, like it eats itself.

You know what I mean?

Like now we're in a position where we're like, we are consumers, but we're also like, you know, creative creators and people who like, you know, like keying with our community and it's like all the bells and whistles that come with it.

Sometimes I'm low key like, whoa.

Yeah, and it's a hard ride, y'all.

still processing shit no i'm heavy on still processing shit like i literally i feel that i will be born again in the next couple of weeks as that happens but um anyway all that to say that like you know you can do anything that you want to do and like all of these things are worth it when it just means that we get like the luxury and the privilege of like showing up on the pink carpet and that's a carpet and that's why i'm like genuinely anything outside of this right here

yeah my neighborhood watches my neighborhood watch is meditating like genuinely it's meditating because i've been like off my mindfulness for the for honestly probably like six or seven months just ever well and ever since like everything just you know my life shifted into a new thing and i'm i'm wow like what one meditation will do genuinely right need to keep that up but like it just you know when the girls say drink water touch grass and meditate like they were not

And when I get this brick in the mail, I'm genuinely going to put my phone on the brick and then y'all ain't going to hear from me ever again.

I want to get two.

Yeah.