Megan

And I just remember she was screaming because I said, OK, May, you got to calm down so you can still get ready and get out the door. And she was just screaming that the only way she could calm down was if she punched her sister in the face.

And I said, well, that's not an option, so can you think of some other way to calm down? And then I had to get ready, so I just left, and she was still kind of making quite a bit of noise. And then when I came back, kind of miraculously, the tears had dried. She was smiling. Johanna was smiling.

And I said, well, that's not an option, so can you think of some other way to calm down? And then I had to get ready, so I just left, and she was still kind of making quite a bit of noise. And then when I came back, kind of miraculously, the tears had dried. She was smiling. Johanna was smiling.

It was about 6.35 in the morning.

It was about 6.35 in the morning.

It was about 6.35 in the morning.

As I was getting dressed, my husband and I heard three loud bangs.

As I was getting dressed, my husband and I heard three loud bangs.

As I was getting dressed, my husband and I heard three loud bangs.

He put both hands on my shoulders and he said, Megan, Fred Javelin is lying in his driveway. He's dead.

He put both hands on my shoulders and he said, Megan, Fred Javelin is lying in his driveway. He's dead.

He put both hands on my shoulders and he said, Megan, Fred Javelin is lying in his driveway. He's dead.

Fred Jablin was a totally involved father. A super, super single parent.

Fred Jablin was a totally involved father. A super, super single parent.

Fred Jablin was a totally involved father. A super, super single parent.

I really think she is so sick that she thought she could do this and then just walk into the sunset with her three kids. I think that's how she thought this was going to play out.

I really think she is so sick that she thought she could do this and then just walk into the sunset with her three kids. I think that's how she thought this was going to play out.

I really think she is so sick that she thought she could do this and then just walk into the sunset with her three kids. I think that's how she thought this was going to play out.

And what was she thinking? Did she not understand the impact this was going to have on her children's lives? I mean, she extinguished four lives that day. She murders her ex-husband and basically destroys the childhood of her three children. I just, I don't understand what she was thinking.

And what was she thinking? Did she not understand the impact this was going to have on her children's lives? I mean, she extinguished four lives that day. She murders her ex-husband and basically destroys the childhood of her three children. I just, I don't understand what she was thinking.