Meggan Roxanne

So I took a year off and I cared for her. And during that year, I think I kind of lost the momentum of Cushion Wisdom. I met my business partner in a Caribbean restaurant and he was like, this is what you should be doing. We can do this. We can do that. We move over to the good quote.

So I took a year off and I cared for her. And during that year, I think I kind of lost the momentum of Cushion Wisdom. I met my business partner in a Caribbean restaurant and he was like, this is what you should be doing. We can do this. We can do that. We move over to the good quote.

And on the good quote, it was a bit different because I, instead of taking pictures that I didn't take and other people's lyrics I didn't write, I had to find writers. So I went onto Twitter and I started looking for writers and I found a bunch new up and coming writers, maybe 500 followers, a thousand followers. But I was reading through their timelines and I was like,

And on the good quote, it was a bit different because I, instead of taking pictures that I didn't take and other people's lyrics I didn't write, I had to find writers. So I went onto Twitter and I started looking for writers and I found a bunch new up and coming writers, maybe 500 followers, a thousand followers. But I was reading through their timelines and I was like,

oh shit, this is really, I like this. And the demand on Instagram was much more than Tumblr. So I went from posting a few times a day on Tumblr to 24 hours a day on Instagram. And I was explaining this to other people. Anytime people ask me about this story, I tell them I slept for 50 minutes and then I would wake up quickly post because there was no scheduling.

oh shit, this is really, I like this. And the demand on Instagram was much more than Tumblr. So I went from posting a few times a day on Tumblr to 24 hours a day on Instagram. And I was explaining this to other people. Anytime people ask me about this story, I tell them I slept for 50 minutes and then I would wake up quickly post because there was no scheduling.

I was going mad. My mental health was declining by the day, but my followers, I gained a million followers in a month.

I was going mad. My mental health was declining by the day, but my followers, I gained a million followers in a month.

In my first month. We, we, we've never seen anything like that before. And every celebrity at one stage was following us. We had, when I met you in LA, I actually messaged Khloe Kardashian and she replied, you know, and so many people, I actually had an, I think the first person that had beef with us was a singer called Kerry Hilson.

In my first month. We, we, we've never seen anything like that before. And every celebrity at one stage was following us. We had, when I met you in LA, I actually messaged Khloe Kardashian and she replied, you know, and so many people, I actually had an, I think the first person that had beef with us was a singer called Kerry Hilson.

I think we credited her incorrectly, found out that it wasn't even her quote. I mean, this is just between me and you, but it was insane the impact that it had. And I didn't have any confidence to post my stuff. I didn't because I psyched myself up to believe that I'm just a distributor. I'm not the talent. I find the talent and I bring it to the platform for the community. This isn't about me.

I think we credited her incorrectly, found out that it wasn't even her quote. I mean, this is just between me and you, but it was insane the impact that it had. And I didn't have any confidence to post my stuff. I didn't because I psyched myself up to believe that I'm just a distributor. I'm not the talent. I find the talent and I bring it to the platform for the community. This isn't about me.

And there was one occasion where I did try to put my face to it and I was hit with a lot of racism. And it upset me because obviously this is a community that I've put my heart and soul into. Why are they racist? Who is following me that's racist? So I stopped putting my face out there and I did that for 10 years.

And there was one occasion where I did try to put my face to it and I was hit with a lot of racism. And it upset me because obviously this is a community that I've put my heart and soul into. Why are they racist? Who is following me that's racist? So I stopped putting my face out there and I did that for 10 years.

I didn't gain, to answer your question, I didn't gain the confidence to put my work out there until maybe about four or five years later. You know, that was from the encouragement of the writers that I was sharing. You know, we would have really deep conversations. I would post things on Twitter and they would be like, share this, share this.

I didn't gain, to answer your question, I didn't gain the confidence to put my work out there until maybe about four or five years later. You know, that was from the encouragement of the writers that I was sharing. You know, we would have really deep conversations. I would post things on Twitter and they would be like, share this, share this.

And it was not until I really saw your growth that I thought to myself, okay, the good quote is really huge. I could change my life at any moment. And then the anxiety came in. The imposter syndrome came in and I just thought, you know what? I'm best to be behind the scenes. Let me just work with great people. Let me meet great people.

And it was not until I really saw your growth that I thought to myself, okay, the good quote is really huge. I could change my life at any moment. And then the anxiety came in. The imposter syndrome came in and I just thought, you know what? I'm best to be behind the scenes. Let me just work with great people. Let me meet great people.

Let me use this as an opportunity to network and I'll figure out myself later. You know, I spoke in a book about premonitions. I used to get a lot of premonitions as a kid. It's one of the reasons why my mother went back to church because she left the church after she gave birth to me. She was a part of a really strict church. You know, you couldn't wear trousers.

Let me use this as an opportunity to network and I'll figure out myself later. You know, I spoke in a book about premonitions. I used to get a lot of premonitions as a kid. It's one of the reasons why my mother went back to church because she left the church after she gave birth to me. She was a part of a really strict church. You know, you couldn't wear trousers.