Melissa Vranjes

I was like, you are getting off on other people.

It's so effed up.

Don't I turn you on?

Aren't I giving you what you want?

Yeah, as a 20-year-old, it was just like it's so confronting, especially because I was like, I'm a sexual woman.

I'm good in bed.

What are you?

It's just like I was so vulnerable.

you know, I can't really remember.

I think he was more just like, you turn me on.

Like, this is just an outlet for me.

This is something like he was trying to pull me out of the, like, I'm not getting turned on by these people exactly, you know, but it's just what they're doing that I get turned on, but I just couldn't get past it.

I was like, no, they're naked bodies.

You're jacking off on them.

Like you are getting, if that was funny,

three dudes would you still have the same experience or if that was like a whole group of blah blah blah like would you still you know anyway do you feel what do you think you were just young and an experience then or would you feel the same way now

I think I'd feel very different now, although porn isn't a part of our lives.

I would probably view it differently now.

I would definitely have different conversations around it.

I don't think I would see it as betrayal if there was openness around it.