Melissa Wood-Tepperberg

No.

No.

What's going to happen?

What's going to happen?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, and I was very good at if the chaos wasn't there, I will bring it.

Oh, and I was very good at if the chaos wasn't there, I will bring it.

Oh, my God. And relationships, things with friends were like being able to really self-reflect and see where you are just a disaster in disguise. Like it is. hard work. And I will be so honest with you today. Like I still to this day wake up and my first thought first from the moment I wake my eyes after doing this work for so many years goes to a dark place.

Oh, my God. And relationships, things with friends were like being able to really self-reflect and see where you are just a disaster in disguise. Like it is. hard work. And I will be so honest with you today. Like I still to this day wake up and my first thought first from the moment I wake my eyes after doing this work for so many years goes to a dark place.

Yes. But I now know how to get myself out. And it's just, it's, I think when it's so embedded in your nervous system, It takes so much time to get yourself out of that place. And I know now, I know when I'm bringing it. I know when I'm being self-destructive. And I'm definitely so far from that part of me, but she's in there, let me tell you. And I have great access to her if I need her.

Yes. But I now know how to get myself out. And it's just, it's, I think when it's so embedded in your nervous system, It takes so much time to get yourself out of that place. And I know now, I know when I'm bringing it. I know when I'm being self-destructive. And I'm definitely so far from that part of me, but she's in there, let me tell you. And I have great access to her if I need her.

But, which is also, a good thing, which I've learned to really embrace and love and be like, you are one fiery pistol. God knows if we need it, it's there and the access is quick. But I'm just being honest. I mean, you know,

But, which is also, a good thing, which I've learned to really embrace and love and be like, you are one fiery pistol. God knows if we need it, it's there and the access is quick. But I'm just being honest. I mean, you know,

It's like the overwhelm. It's just like, oh, my God. It's that immediate almost like being on that wheel of anxiety. But I step off now. And I'm like, no, no, you know, and this is where I've cultivated this practice and this connection with source and knowing that I can connect at any moment in any time. And that is what.

It's like the overwhelm. It's just like, oh, my God. It's that immediate almost like being on that wheel of anxiety. But I step off now. And I'm like, no, no, you know, and this is where I've cultivated this practice and this connection with source and knowing that I can connect at any moment in any time. And that is what.

helps me see like the light of day and i you know i shared this once on i was doing a q a and i shared this and it was like the most viewed thing i had and i realized that There is still that part of me, right, that wants to, like, make things look really pretty with a bow. And, of course, I've cracked myself open. But there's still so much.

helps me see like the light of day and i you know i shared this once on i was doing a q a and i shared this and it was like the most viewed thing i had and i realized that There is still that part of me, right, that wants to, like, make things look really pretty with a bow. And, of course, I've cracked myself open. But there's still so much.