Melissa Wood-Tepperberg

You know, I, I like, I did want help, but it is really hard to break the cycle. Sure. Yeah. And to break the patterns. And I was lying and she would, she was strong. She was like the mother that I always kind of like needed to anchor me and call me out on my

You know, I, I like, I did want help, but it is really hard to break the cycle. Sure. Yeah. And to break the patterns. And I was lying and she would, she was strong. She was like the mother that I always kind of like needed to anchor me and call me out on my

tough love super tough love so you know i would come in all like adderall out and i was like buying out or it was just it was like i got rid of one thing and i was looking for the next you said you wanted help but really inside of you you're like i still can do this myself and i'm not going to give everyone the full picture and i think i did really want help but when you are so used to

tough love super tough love so you know i would come in all like adderall out and i was like buying out or it was just it was like i got rid of one thing and i was looking for the next you said you wanted help but really inside of you you're like i still can do this myself and i'm not going to give everyone the full picture and i think i did really want help but when you are so used to

attaching yourself to chaotic things to keep moving forward, it takes time.

attaching yourself to chaotic things to keep moving forward, it takes time.

Right.

Right.

No.

No.

What's going to happen?

What's going to happen?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, and I was very good at if the chaos wasn't there, I will bring it.

Oh, and I was very good at if the chaos wasn't there, I will bring it.

Oh, my God. And relationships, things with friends were like being able to really self-reflect and see where you are just a disaster in disguise. Like it is. hard work. And I will be so honest with you today. Like I still to this day wake up and my first thought first from the moment I wake my eyes after doing this work for so many years goes to a dark place.

Oh, my God. And relationships, things with friends were like being able to really self-reflect and see where you are just a disaster in disguise. Like it is. hard work. And I will be so honest with you today. Like I still to this day wake up and my first thought first from the moment I wake my eyes after doing this work for so many years goes to a dark place.