Melissa

I'm scared of it. I'm scared of just how I act when I might be interested in somebody.

I'm scared of it. I'm scared of just how I act when I might be interested in somebody.

I would say they are always thinking of, here's this guy. They don't actually go through with it, but in their brain they want me to meet someone and they're trying to think of who they can introduce me to.

I would say they are always thinking of, here's this guy. They don't actually go through with it, but in their brain they want me to meet someone and they're trying to think of who they can introduce me to.

I would say they are always thinking of, here's this guy. They don't actually go through with it, but in their brain they want me to meet someone and they're trying to think of who they can introduce me to.

Ich denke, sie haben mich mit den Dating-Szenarien, in denen ich gearbeitet habe, frustriert. Und ich bin sicher, dass das bedeutet, dass ich einen aktiven Interesse auf Dating habe und ich einfach den richtigen Mann finden muss. Aber sie wissen auch, dass ich letztens die Dating-Apps entfernt habe. Ich wollte das nicht mehr.

Ich denke, sie haben mich mit den Dating-Szenarien, in denen ich gearbeitet habe, frustriert. Und ich bin sicher, dass das bedeutet, dass ich einen aktiven Interesse auf Dating habe und ich einfach den richtigen Mann finden muss. Aber sie wissen auch, dass ich letztens die Dating-Apps entfernt habe. Ich wollte das nicht mehr.

Ich denke, sie haben mich mit den Dating-Szenarien, in denen ich gearbeitet habe, frustriert. Und ich bin sicher, dass das bedeutet, dass ich einen aktiven Interesse auf Dating habe und ich einfach den richtigen Mann finden muss. Aber sie wissen auch, dass ich letztens die Dating-Apps entfernt habe. Ich wollte das nicht mehr.

Also wissen sie, dass ich nicht in dem selben Manneken bin, den ich vorhin erwähnt habe.

Also wissen sie, dass ich nicht in dem selben Manneken bin, den ich vorhin erwähnt habe.

Also wissen sie, dass ich nicht in dem selben Manneken bin, den ich vorhin erwähnt habe.

I don't. I don't. I think it, I am still also wrapping my head around the idea that it is Okay, that I'm turning 40 and have this sort of open path ahead of me. I think that really, I think it freaks me out, to be honest, the turning 40. I have to actively remind myself of the positives that you just mentioned, because as of right now, it feels I'm turning 40.

I don't. I don't. I think it, I am still also wrapping my head around the idea that it is Okay, that I'm turning 40 and have this sort of open path ahead of me. I think that really, I think it freaks me out, to be honest, the turning 40. I have to actively remind myself of the positives that you just mentioned, because as of right now, it feels I'm turning 40.

I don't. I don't. I think it, I am still also wrapping my head around the idea that it is Okay, that I'm turning 40 and have this sort of open path ahead of me. I think that really, I think it freaks me out, to be honest, the turning 40. I have to actively remind myself of the positives that you just mentioned, because as of right now, it feels I'm turning 40.

I thought I was going to have a third child with my ex-husband and we lost that child. So I thought I still wanted at some point to have another child. Like we mentioned at the top of this, it's not a requirement, but I wanted it to be an option in my life. And I feel like as time goes by, and yes, I know there's no rush or urgency, but something like that does weigh on me.

I thought I was going to have a third child with my ex-husband and we lost that child. So I thought I still wanted at some point to have another child. Like we mentioned at the top of this, it's not a requirement, but I wanted it to be an option in my life. And I feel like as time goes by, and yes, I know there's no rush or urgency, but something like that does weigh on me.

I thought I was going to have a third child with my ex-husband and we lost that child. So I thought I still wanted at some point to have another child. Like we mentioned at the top of this, it's not a requirement, but I wanted it to be an option in my life. And I feel like as time goes by, and yes, I know there's no rush or urgency, but something like that does weigh on me.

I'm so open to it now because I can be. I have the luxury of saying, sure, yes or no. But at a certain point, I won't be. And then there's also just the idea that I spent... 40 Jahre meines Lebens, durch diese verschiedenen Dinge zu kämpfen, die mich in die Person, die ich war, die diesen Mann ausgewählt hat. Und dann bin ich durch diese Lektionen gegangen und jetzt bin ich hier.

I'm so open to it now because I can be. I have the luxury of saying, sure, yes or no. But at a certain point, I won't be. And then there's also just the idea that I spent... 40 Jahre meines Lebens, durch diese verschiedenen Dinge zu kämpfen, die mich in die Person, die ich war, die diesen Mann ausgewählt hat. Und dann bin ich durch diese Lektionen gegangen und jetzt bin ich hier.

I'm so open to it now because I can be. I have the luxury of saying, sure, yes or no. But at a certain point, I won't be. And then there's also just the idea that I spent... 40 Jahre meines Lebens, durch diese verschiedenen Dinge zu kämpfen, die mich in die Person, die ich war, die diesen Mann ausgewählt hat. Und dann bin ich durch diese Lektionen gegangen und jetzt bin ich hier.