Michael Knowles

I just know that.

So that's your attitude going into this.

Yeah.

But you say, that's when it got really bad.

So a little holistic woo-woo, hippy-dippy.

No woo-woo.

I'm being slightly caricaturing here.

But some of it, you know, not quite tea leaves, but that stuff.

And then some of it being radiation or something like that.

Talk about a perk of the job.

Yeah.

You had a lot of good, high quality beef.

Are you saying that for rhetorical effect or literally it was the size of a grapefruit?

That's the part, you know, that's the part I think, especially for young men, young unmarried men.

They think, look, if I'm struck down gloriously in battle someday, so be it, you know, that's fine.

And then the minute you get married, now you say, okay, well, different calculus.

Maybe that elevates the worry a little bit.

The minute you have your first kid.

through the roof and you think, well, because you're not concerned about the injustice to you.

You're not concerned about ultimately about pain for you.