Michael Shawn Crahan (Clown)

Yeah.

And I really look forward to them.

My mom, my dad, and I mean this in the most loving way, you know, but my dad was an alcoholic and he had a lot going on.

And so he wasn't really present because of things he was suffering from, you know?

So mom played the music.

Yeah.

She noticed very early that I gravitated to it, that I could get some peace and that maybe it was even better than going out and playing kickball because maybe I had some built up aggression a little bit and I'm actually, you know, got some things going on because of what's going on here.

But we're not going to know that until I'm older and I'm being imprinted.

But music, you know, I almost got expelled out of high school for temper and

They finally did this biofeedback crap on me, and I lost my way.

They brainwashed me, basically, for a bit.

But I had music, and I had my friends, and music never gave up on me.

And even though I couldn't get it, I totally, they clockworked orange me.

Like, straight up, I couldn't get angry.

It saved my life.

And I was so good at biofeedback.

It was two things on my, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

That's good.

You know, I'm so scattered, Rick.

It all makes sense.