Miguel

I mean, we were talking earlier and I mean, parenthood is a big one.

But I mean, I didn't become a parent eight years ago.

It's more recent.

I think that was the kind of final like, okay, it's time.

I think I just was really looking for a reason.

Because I was kind of burnt.

I was burnt.

A lot of things that I needed to like really just...

deal with you know i went on a pretty long run and i think it was it was time it was time to start dealing with my me shit okay because i did a lot of my growing up like adult growing up in the in the middle of it yes it all kind of happened in my adult years and which is a blessing but it also means um you gotta you you know holding oneself accountable is a vigilant

ordeal you know i'm saying you got to really be paying attention and i just didn't have um i didn't have the bandwidth at the time or just the self-awareness to be straight up you know i wasn't really paying attention to like the me of it and i need to do some some like reflecting and just get get in touch with like my values really okay and so it took some time but um

But it was the right amount, I think.

I feel coming back, I feel so much more like, all right, I'm good.

I can do this for some time.

It's going to take some maintenance, but I feel really good coming back.

Or were you always working just...

nothing really connected the way you wanted it to man you know when you get in and you're like I'm here but nothing is coming man it felt like a drought for some time it took some time I think because I had put so much like of the

the value or my value in like the success of what I was doing or whatever my perceived success was.

And then like looking at other success and then comparing and you're like, damn, like I'm doing all this work, but I'm not getting this.

And then you start, you start to chip away at that.

The moment you start looking wrong now.