Mika

And it was really amazing how in front of others, we were together.

And there was love there.

But in private, I was her son.

I didn't.

And I think it's so, I think we all kind of feel that at one point or another when we feel like we've lost that compass.

And then you realize...

that that's actually, it's almost like passing of the baton.

Well, then, you know, you assume a certain responsibility.

You have to, you have to kind of, you have to, you know, you look around you like, actually, no, I'm not alone.

There is, you know, there are my siblings, there are the people I love, my friends, you know, and you, it's, I think it's,

It's probably normal to feel that.

But then you kind of saying, okay, well, if I don't have that compass, what am I going to do now to make sure I'm going the right way?

It just takes time.

Well, that's a kind way of putting it.

The truth is, none of this was meant to be commercial.

What do you mean?

Well, even the first album, which is very successfully commercial.

I mean, it's so successful.

It was not at all.

It was written on that white piano and it was really just, it was about making something that made me happy.