Mika

Making me, and making me stand on my chair for hours in front of everyone.

And if you had to go to the toilet, well, tough shit, you peed there.

I mean, that's worse than bad.

Yeah, it was bad.

Very, very bad things.

And so I went into another kind of, I went into, I thought it was, I didn't understand.

You know, you don't understand that this is wrong.

You don't understand that it's not your fault.

No, of course you don't.

You're having trouble in the, you know, for Adam and Eve, it was the apple in the original sin.

For me, it was the pink polka dot Bermuda shorts and the serpent was a teacher.

And so then I didn't realize that that was not normal.

So I shut down, shut down, forgot how to read and write.

uh stopped communicating that's when i used to i used to i did this thing where i would go home and i would just i didn't want to i would try and distract myself so i would listen to music really loud nirvana or bach i know both of those literally bach or nirvana or um uh shabaranks that i loved and i would put my head in between the speakers and put it as loud as i possibly could

What, to escape the... Just to feel, yeah, something.

It's funny.

I would take comfort in the sound, which is why that phrase is in one of the songs.

There's a song in my new album called Spinning Out, and it goes, and when the world spins round...

just take comfort in the sound.

And it's so funny.