Mike Glover

That was partially why it wasn't an option for me because I knew guys like you and Evan would hate me for it because you wouldn't hate you.

It's the worst.

Yeah, letting go of that has been very helpful and a benefit to my family and even my friends.

I mean, just letting go of a lot of things that I thought I had control over in my life has been a blessing.

And I still struggle with it.

I mean, I said I prayed before I came over here.

A lot of it had to do with

the custody battle that I'm in and having to have control over it and trying to invest all this time in navigating the tactics on how to manage this.

When a lot of these things are outside of my control and the more I could let go and just give it to God, the better off I'll be.

And it's made my, it's turned around my life in profound ways, but it's not an overnight fix.

It's sustainment training.

I'm in sustainment, you know, simple, not easy.

Yeah.

Consistency and commitment to my family every day.

And I mess up all the time, but against being conscious of that and having at least a self introspect to like check in and go, okay, did we do that right?

It's a constant battle that I wage.

And meditation, this Ibogaine stuff, all these things have helped me.

They're not the fix.

The fix is just staying conscious and aware of it.

And so, yeah, it's crazy, man.