Milam Byers

I don't know, but I think there was something supernatural taking place in that moment.

And we didn't know any of this for a couple of years.

And to know that his last words were, keep moving forward, that kind of rocks you as well.

Because there's, in grief, there's so many things that just don't move forward.

You know, like it's devastating.

Wow.

And you know, it changes everything.

There's like a hinge.

It was like before, before that happened and after.

And.

It's like your brother's telling you what to do.

Yeah.

Man, so much.

Yeah, I can imagine.

I mean, it informs so much because I think sometimes we go through life thinking, and I know I did in the midst of grief and processing it, that God, was he not there?

Did he not hear me every morning cry out to him to protect my brother, my dad's cries, my mom's?

There was probably no other soldier more covered in prayer than Josh.

And so you do ask those questions like, well, what happened that morning?

Where were you?

And that story reminds me that he was there.