Mindy Kaling

But I was also in a position where...

I had I was at another agency then on and I was constantly worried that they would drop me because I wasn't booking anything.

Yeah.

You're like paying to get new headshots all the time.

You're just kind of.

Yeah.

And they, you know, pilot season, you would audition a lot, not book anything.

And then it would be like weeks without an auditions when they finally called and they like we have this job.

audition um even if i felt like this is terrible and i'm so not right for it you had to do it because then like i was constantly where they would be like well you know what i think it's not for us to part ways yeah and that's i don't know if you have to do that but like auditioning for stuff that you don't believe in oh and where you feel like you're completely wrong for it it you feel dirty in your soul like it was horrible yeah you

And then you get from there to being like, well...

I'm clearly not better than this horrible piece of shit.

I'm so wrong for it.

And I know I'm not going to book it, but I still have to go into that room and be humiliated.

Yeah.

So, yeah.

Well, the first couple of years, I went out with a bunch of friends from Sweden.

And we kind of had a little, first we rented like a little pool house in Santa Monica.

So four of us lived in a small pool house with this Swedish lady.

Yeah.

And then we rented a small apartment.