Miranda

fired and everyone is posting online with all these opinions and they're my peers like people who i saw every day for four years straight maybe two people reached out to me directly it was like a really bizarre thing because it was something that i had protected for so long by the time that this came out it was in 2021 and a lot of this stuff happened to me in 2017 to 2019

It was such a private part of me for a really long time, and I intended to keep it that way.

And then it was circulated against my will.

That was awful.

Firstly, experiencing it, and then processing what happened to me, and then deciding that I wanted to do something about it.

So then filing the Title IX and being re-traumatized by being failed by the Title IX system, and now I'm being traumatized again in a different way by...

All of my information being out there when I didn't want it to be, I couldn't talk about it.

I couldn't make my own Instagram post because I was in the middle of a lawsuit.

I had no voice.

I drove to Olivia's and we just commiserated.

We were afraid to talk about it over text because we didn't know if they were going to subpoena our text records.

So much was taken away from me and all I was ever trying to do was find closure.

It was really confusing to see people talk about how believing women is important and how brave we are and how brave I am and fuck Kato while also not reaching out to us.

No one

actually cared to check in on us, on how we were doing.

People would text me and be like, I'm so sorry.

I knew that he was such a creep.

I can't believe we all let that happen.

It was so unhelpful.

It's just a very weird feeling to watch everyone talk about you online.