Monica Lewinsky

So I think that there are, you know, it's just interesting.

Have you done somatic therapy?

I haven't done somatic therapy.

No, I'd love to though.

Yeah, it was really, it's been really, really interesting for me to just sort of, I think just even the, I become fascinated with somatic.

how I never even noticed certain things, how disconnected I was.

Oh, totally.

Oh, that's interesting.

my brain just keeps going in so many different directions and I struggle to, I'm like, which path do I want to go on?

I think I fall in a place where I feel more confident in myself as a person.

And I feel like every time I'm able to

be more myself in the world and have it reflected back to me that that's what's been received.

I think that I, I shed skin of trauma for myself from, from the older days.

Yes, but I don't always.

I don't always because I think there's still I still live in a lot of fear.

So I think there's I think of it's like I don't know that this will make sense, but it is.

I know it will make sense.

It just may sound crazy.

which is almost like an earthquake will happen and everything I've built in the last 11 years, making me emotional, will like be taken away again.

And I'll somehow find myself without purpose or, you know, without an income.