Monica Lewinsky

So I think in that sense, it's just trying to

hold on to what's now and not what was, right?

But the living through the what was is, you know, which I know you've done in your own ways too.

I mean, you know, it's you talking about having been suicidal.

Oh, a global pylon made me suicidal, yeah.

What does that look like?

I think you are decades ahead of so many women I know who are in their 50s and 60s of acceptance.

Like for me, that's just the biggest gift of my 50s has been acceptance of this is where my life is.

I've had to accept I have a big life every time I try to make my life small.

The universe was like, that's not what's happening here.

Mm-hmm.

And that's a it's a very, very strange thing when you didn't choose to be a public person.

Yeah.

You know, it's just it's strange that way.

And I know you got into I didn't totally understand the story, to be honest, of how you accidentally

auditioned for The Good Place.

So like you accidentally became an actress.

Mm-hmm.

That's a very interesting distinction.

Does that make sense?