Monica

Amy, you're really hard on yourself.

Anyone I know, you're always trying to be better and you've been perfect since I met you.

So I know you have something, even though you shouldn't.

So I'll use this very public forum to ask this very personal question.

So I, too, have to be very productive at all times.

My kind of dream is that I can think I'm worthy of love without being productive and spectacular.

And I'm just curious if you know what this engine is in you.

Are you just genetically born to be that hardworking all the time?

Or do you have fear that if you're not spectacular and productive at all times, you won't be loved?

Okay.

But I knew you before you had kids.

Yeah.

Before there was a circus.

Yeah.

And you were by far the most industrious person in that house of 12 people.

Yeah.

Right, Mama?

And not to embarrass Ryan or emasculate him, for certain every time you come over and there's some project being done, you are doing it.

I don't even know if he knows where the tools are.

You are definitely doing all the stuff.