Ms. Marcus (audio clip)
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first heard Jan 2025
last heard May 2025
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My wife walked out to me having sex with another woman. I was blackout drunk. I don't really remember much of that actual event. We haven't had sex together since, and it's been approaching a year.
Hey, John. What's up? Good day to you, sir. You too, man. How we doing? I'm doing probably better than I deserve. All right. That may be a low bar, right? I'm just playing. What's up? Tell me about it. So I'm going to get straight to the point, straight to the facts, John. So on a blackout drunk night in a big social event, my wife walked out to me having sex with another woman.
I was blackout drunk. I don't really remember much of that actual event. And since that happened, my wife and I, we've been going through therapy individually as well as couples therapy, seeing psychiatrists, you know, and therapists as well. Day to day, things are as good as they can be given the circumstances. We still show a little affection, but we still function. She's a stay at home person.
um, wife, um, I, I work extremely hard to provide, but ultimately my question is, John, what can I do outside of therapy and counseling, um, to kind of rebuild a safe space for her? And a follow-up question to, to that would be, um, what can I do to kind of, uh, maintain my, uh, physical needs without making her feel pressure because we haven't had sex together since.
And it's been approaching a year and I take full responsibility for my actions. Um, and that has been, uh, you know, a really good thing for, for both of us. But those are my questions.
I feel like I tried to convince myself that I would never do it. But deep down, you know, I've been so insecure my whole life. And to be honest, I wasn't ready to get married. But I do love her. And, you know, I'm convinced that she is the one. I just, this is the first time I've ever really been honest with myself, John. There you go.
Three years. We've been together a total of nine. Okay.
For me, it was all about making things as perfect as possible. So I saved my money. No, it wasn't. No, it wasn't. What were you waiting for? So, All right. If I'm going to be completely honest, I wanted to put on a big show. I wanted outside people to see how big the engagement was, how wonderful our wedding was.
And it took me that long to be financially in a position to be able to have a knockout engagement and post these pictures on Facebook and Instagram to kind of get the recognition from, to be honest, people that I... Didn't even know. That's right. And that's what took so long. That's what took so long.
Yes. I've tried so hard, man.
I've been trying so hard.
And my honest answer, I'm working real hard not to be the guy to fail. I've been working real hard not to be The demise of her because I know how much she loves me and I know how much of herself she's given up to be with me. Let me say this.
I'm all in.
Yes, it's a day-to-day thing.
She saw it, right? Yeah, walk right out on it. And the hard part is I don't remember it at all.
I understand how it comes off that way. I never thought about it that way. You're right. But here's the whole thing.
Do you get what I'm saying? Absolutely. Absolutely. I never thought of it that way.
I mean, you're spot on.
Absolutely. I feel like that will probably be one of the most freeing experiences that I've ever had in my life because my insecurities have bogged me down and have always got me in terrible situations my entire life.
I understand. I understand completely. Thank you so much.
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