Nadia

Should I not come home and actually work?

And I'm like, no.

yeah you're okay so it's like this you know it doesn't mean like once you figure out your nervous system and you know what the problem is it's all sailing from there it's like constant here it is again here it is again and being able to like find that safety and come back to yourself and i just wanted to share that story when you know looking for this big thing

whether it is a relationship or whatever it is.

But I remember lying on the sofa one day with Jonah and Huxley, her kids, and we were just all cuddled up watching a film.

And I went, oh, this is love.

I've been looking for that, but it's right here.

And in that moment, I got it.

And then it was everywhere.

do you know what I mean and this was before the relationship it was suddenly I was like oh this is love and this is love and this is love and it's happening to me all the time I don't actually need that wait this has been a bit of an epiphany for me so listen you see things you see the glimmers but this is I this is this now sounds like a massive advert it's not but like

It definitely changes an outlook.

Yeah, it's this awareness.

Once you have the awareness of it, it's like, oh, there it is, there it is, there it is.

You know what I mean?

My husband's like that.

He literally talks to everyone and he will constantly, he takes the dog for a walk and he's always, hi, how are you?

Good morning.

Hi, how are you?

Good morning.

And all he wants to do is just radiate love.