Natalie Joy

And I just didn't feel like John could give me the support that I needed.

Like it was, and no offense, but like he just didn't have any words.

And I was like sitting there just like,

trying to explain where I was at, and it was like silence.

Yeah, I mean, I was basically reliving what had happened the night before, and I was saying, you know, like, this is just too hard.

You know, I was...

just dying for some support, some like reassurance of some sort.

And I didn't get any.

And so I was like, well, you have nothing to say.

So I'm going to go.

And I went for like a walk around Manhattan.

And then he left and went to his sister's.

And that was like the first really bad part of the breakup.

That wasn't it at all.

I never felt like that.

I never felt like walking down the street, like going out to dinner, like our two trips prior that we had taken.

And even like when we first got to Manhattan, we went to lunch.

I felt like very confident being next to you.

Did not feel like anybody was looking at us.

I said that like a few times.