Nick Middaugh

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Yeah. Yeah. No. And I don't, I don't reference him by name. I leave out a lot of details. I would even, um, point, obviously there's people out there that are going to sleuth, but, um, I've, I've tried to be very careful with leaving out some identifying details because I don't have any oil against him. Um,

Yeah. Yeah. No. And I don't, I don't reference him by name. I leave out a lot of details. I would even, um, point, obviously there's people out there that are going to sleuth, but, um, I've, I've tried to be very careful with leaving out some identifying details because I don't have any oil against him. Um,

Yeah. Yeah. No. And I don't, I don't reference him by name. I leave out a lot of details. I would even, um, point, obviously there's people out there that are going to sleuth, but, um, I've, I've tried to be very careful with leaving out some identifying details because I don't have any oil against him. Um,

I've thought about, you know, I'm kind of at this at this point in my journey of like healing from all of this stuff. I've had the thought of maybe talking to him. And it's just a very it's a little bit daunting. And there's like a push and pull as to whether or not I should. I don't know. It's just kind of. I don't think there's a wrong answer. Yeah. And I don't know.

I've thought about, you know, I'm kind of at this at this point in my journey of like healing from all of this stuff. I've had the thought of maybe talking to him. And it's just a very it's a little bit daunting. And there's like a push and pull as to whether or not I should. I don't know. It's just kind of. I don't think there's a wrong answer. Yeah. And I don't know.

I've thought about, you know, I'm kind of at this at this point in my journey of like healing from all of this stuff. I've had the thought of maybe talking to him. And it's just a very it's a little bit daunting. And there's like a push and pull as to whether or not I should. I don't know. It's just kind of. I don't think there's a wrong answer. Yeah. And I don't know.

I mean, is it necessary for my healing or like what's my motivation to do it? You know, is where I'm kind of stuck. Because I've reached a point where this stuff bothers me a lot less than it used to. I've gone to therapy. I'm continuing to go to therapy. I'm putting this book out. I'm trying to raise awareness. I've taken this stuff and I'm trying to walk a path of

I mean, is it necessary for my healing or like what's my motivation to do it? You know, is where I'm kind of stuck. Because I've reached a point where this stuff bothers me a lot less than it used to. I've gone to therapy. I'm continuing to go to therapy. I'm putting this book out. I'm trying to raise awareness. I've taken this stuff and I'm trying to walk a path of

I mean, is it necessary for my healing or like what's my motivation to do it? You know, is where I'm kind of stuck. Because I've reached a point where this stuff bothers me a lot less than it used to. I've gone to therapy. I'm continuing to go to therapy. I'm putting this book out. I'm trying to raise awareness. I've taken this stuff and I'm trying to walk a path of

Turning it into something positive, I'm not sure if that means I need to have a conversation with them or not. Yeah, that's a fair point. You know, I don't know. How long did it continue for? Well, there was multiple instances, instances just like that. Yeah. And for the most part, I didn't I don't think I repressed. Some of it I straight up just didn't repress.

Turning it into something positive, I'm not sure if that means I need to have a conversation with them or not. Yeah, that's a fair point. You know, I don't know. How long did it continue for? Well, there was multiple instances, instances just like that. Yeah. And for the most part, I didn't I don't think I repressed. Some of it I straight up just didn't repress.

Turning it into something positive, I'm not sure if that means I need to have a conversation with them or not. Yeah, that's a fair point. You know, I don't know. How long did it continue for? Well, there was multiple instances, instances just like that. Yeah. And for the most part, I didn't I don't think I repressed. Some of it I straight up just didn't repress.

I mean, sometimes kids go through this stuff, they repress it, and then it pops up in adulthood, and they're like, holy shit, this happened to me. For me, there's a good season of this abuse happening that I just remember in vivid detail, and I always did. How long did it continue, though? Best I can tell, probably a year. Okay. I don't know how many occurrences. Do you remember why it stopped?

I mean, sometimes kids go through this stuff, they repress it, and then it pops up in adulthood, and they're like, holy shit, this happened to me. For me, there's a good season of this abuse happening that I just remember in vivid detail, and I always did. How long did it continue, though? Best I can tell, probably a year. Okay. I don't know how many occurrences. Do you remember why it stopped?

I mean, sometimes kids go through this stuff, they repress it, and then it pops up in adulthood, and they're like, holy shit, this happened to me. For me, there's a good season of this abuse happening that I just remember in vivid detail, and I always did. How long did it continue, though? Best I can tell, probably a year. Okay. I don't know how many occurrences. Do you remember why it stopped?

I do. And I go through, in the book, the reason why I said reader discretion advised is because I talk about this stuff explicit.

I do. And I go through, in the book, the reason why I said reader discretion advised is because I talk about this stuff explicit.

I do. And I go through, in the book, the reason why I said reader discretion advised is because I talk about this stuff explicit.