Nick Middaugh

Yeah, exactly.

Yeah, exactly.

Yeah. Yeah. I have my kind of method of dealing with it now. Like, you know, sometimes if I really get the urge to drink, I go buy like a bag of candy instead. Like just a little shit like that sometimes, too.

Yeah. Yeah. I have my kind of method of dealing with it now. Like, you know, sometimes if I really get the urge to drink, I go buy like a bag of candy instead. Like just a little shit like that sometimes, too.

Yeah. Yeah. I have my kind of method of dealing with it now. Like, you know, sometimes if I really get the urge to drink, I go buy like a bag of candy instead. Like just a little shit like that sometimes, too.

A little bit, I think.

A little bit, I think.

A little bit, I think.

No, it doesn't.

No, it doesn't.

No, it doesn't.

I was doing pretty good. And then, you know, for some reason I just fell off these last like month or two. It's all right. Just another opportunity to get back on. My boy Brian, it's funny, we were joking a while back, like I was getting like really fit and everything. And then he goes, you start going the opposite direction.

I was doing pretty good. And then, you know, for some reason I just fell off these last like month or two. It's all right. Just another opportunity to get back on. My boy Brian, it's funny, we were joking a while back, like I was getting like really fit and everything. And then he goes, you start going the opposite direction.

I was doing pretty good. And then, you know, for some reason I just fell off these last like month or two. It's all right. Just another opportunity to get back on. My boy Brian, it's funny, we were joking a while back, like I was getting like really fit and everything. And then he goes, you start going the opposite direction.

I think the biggest risk honestly is just any given time of grief or um just real struggle is when the it starts getting more whether it's financial or you know me and my wife have had our ups and downs we're just like any married couple like we have issues I've done a lot of negative shit in our relationship she's nothing but a saint for sticking by but um and supporting me but uh

I think the biggest risk honestly is just any given time of grief or um just real struggle is when the it starts getting more whether it's financial or you know me and my wife have had our ups and downs we're just like any married couple like we have issues I've done a lot of negative shit in our relationship she's nothing but a saint for sticking by but um and supporting me but uh

I think the biggest risk honestly is just any given time of grief or um just real struggle is when the it starts getting more whether it's financial or you know me and my wife have had our ups and downs we're just like any married couple like we have issues I've done a lot of negative shit in our relationship she's nothing but a saint for sticking by but um and supporting me but uh

everyday stress and anything significant in our relationships, it's like it drives you towards that, you know, drives the needle that way. And for me, fortunately, with my sobriety now and with what started back on September 9th, although, you know, three years ago, I just had this will and this gumption that, like, I'm not going to fucking drink. Good. I'm going to find anything else to do.

everyday stress and anything significant in our relationships, it's like it drives you towards that, you know, drives the needle that way. And for me, fortunately, with my sobriety now and with what started back on September 9th, although, you know, three years ago, I just had this will and this gumption that, like, I'm not going to fucking drink. Good. I'm going to find anything else to do.

everyday stress and anything significant in our relationships, it's like it drives you towards that, you know, drives the needle that way. And for me, fortunately, with my sobriety now and with what started back on September 9th, although, you know, three years ago, I just had this will and this gumption that, like, I'm not going to fucking drink. Good. I'm going to find anything else to do.