Nick

When I come home, I'm coming to a cranky kid.

Or not.

I don't know what I'm coming into.

And yes, his tantrums, for example, are not going to set my mood, per se.

Um, but it's more that, yeah, three-year-olds aren't supposed to listen, but he could listen and he knows how to listen.

And when he looks at me and doesn't listen to me and just laughs, I just get very frustrated.

I'm very angry.

That's how my wife is sometimes also.

She's a massive fan.

Yes, we go on road trips, and she's like, we're going to listen to John Baloney now.

I know from a logical perspective.

I think I don't know what I'm missing out on.

Definitely, there's a yes.

Definitely, I am not willing to admit or I mean, consciously, I'm able to admit it, but subconsciously, there's a blockage that's not allowing this to happen.

So, in playing this big boy game, you know, let's say this big boy game of poker,

You know, I wake up every day and I'm like, okay, I'm going to be the best father I could possibly be today.

And I literally wake up every single morning and I try to think of how the day was yesterday, where I could improve.

And I really think about it as much as I can and try to make improvements.

And then just one small thing just like tips my scale.

I don't know how to restart my day.