Nikki Westcott

Anyway.

I did envision that for one day and then I went, over.

Over it.

Don't fuck with my feelings.

Hey, I'm going to be honest and tell you how I feel for the last time because in all honesty, I'm sick of going around in circles and nothing changing between us.

Don't like the double use of the word honesty, but anyway.

She's fucking that honest.

Yeah.

She's honestly being honest.

I really like you, but I can't keep doing this to myself.

I feel like I'm always confused with you.

I feel like I have to constantly say how I feel and ask you how you feel because I just have no idea what this is between us or how you even feel towards me.

I'm sick of feeling like I always make the effort and you don't want to see me or do anything.

I always feel like a burden to you and I hate it.

I know it was never anything serious between us, but from the last conversation we had, I got the vibe that you wanted to keep seeing each other.

And well, that hasn't happened.

I know there's a lot of stuff going on and there are things that kind of make the situation more complicated and difficult, but I still feel as though we can make it work if we really wanted, but I just don't think you want to.

I feel like you're just not interested in me, which is fine.

But can you just be honest with me and tell me how you feel?

Because I have no idea how you feel towards me.