Noah

It was hard to wrap your head around.

It was nature and...

really sad.

She was begging me to come visit her.

She begged me.

She was like, hey, please, please come visit.

I'm really lonely.

I need a friend.

I need some help, you know.

She wrote me this poem that was very, you know, in that context was quite deep and dark and basically just talking about loneliness and isolation and kind of meaninglessness of everything.

And it's really challenging.

It's really, I mean, I've had a number of patient suicide, and even with that, it's really hard to

reconcile that of like, could I have done something more?

I remember for the first few years of our friendship, you know, it was like, it was kind of like being on a drug near her.

She had so much energy and excitement and spontaneity and, like,

But then I remember as she started to decompensate in our teen years, it was really challenging to be around her.

I should say all this with a caveat that it's impossible for me not to use my psychiatric nosology on her now.

Now looking back, I mean, she was just the archetype of someone who had had, clearly had a lot of childhood trauma.

is it still viable to be an amazon seller or start an amazon business in 2026 i get this question all the time it's something that i think every single person who has ever thought about selling a product online or currently sells a product online is wondering all the time is amazon over saturated is it dying is it something that a new seller a new brand or even a current seller or brand can't scale and grow within because there's just too much out there

And I think it's a pretty complicated answer.