Paddy Johnson

Oh my God.

And so, I mean, I think that's so true though, right?

I don't know how many times I've bought things on Instagram and then I was like, why did I do that?

I have a lot on a low level.

I have a lot of cat toys that really the cat will never touch.

And on a higher level, I have a lot of courses that I was like, this seemed like a good idea.

I mean, I know that I felt that way for most things.

I have a period of that.

I don't know.

I wish I could say that I were a little bit more generous about that, but I become very afraid that my own judgment, there's been a lapse in it and that I'll go into, you know,

It's almost like I'm looking for evidence that actually the thing that I bought sucks because I suck.

I just didn't know.

It takes a little bit to clear that.

I do wonder whether that's part of what people call buyer's remorse, where they purchase a thing and then immediately they're like, oh my God, did I make the right decision?

Yes.

But you so you said that there there was that initial phase, but you did get through it.

Yes.

What?

Yeah.

So like, tell me about what your experience in the FERC has been from sort of the start of just kind of going in, dipping your toes in.