Paige

And so he was crying a lot about that, but I just like, wasn't emotional.

And then the only time that I did get emotional was when I was saying, I just don't know if I could be the partner that you need where I'm at right now in my life.

I just don't know if I can give you as much attention as, as you need.

And I, I like you deserve someone that can do that.

And I just don't know if I could do that.

And then I asked him if, if he's happy with our situation and like thinks that we can work on it, or if he kind of thinks that he would be happier if he was single, because I'm obviously causing him a lot of hurt and his response, but I think that you would be happier single.

after the fact I think so but I didn't say that and I probably should have said it in different words because I feel like I wasn't being completely honest but I was just like no I wouldn't necessarily be happy or single they're just like I'm just so busy right now you can still say it and it takes sometimes sometimes it takes time to process and think about your feelings yeah

Yeah, I hear you on all of those.

And I'm just like, I guess I'm freaking out my head just because I can go on kind of the same way that we have been.

We have six, four months on our lease.

Oh, I said, I miss missing you.

I was telling him that I recharge alone.

Like when my battery is low, like I need some time.

And then I'm fully ready to like be all in together.

But sometimes like I just need some separation.

Like my mom's like that.

Yeah.

He was saying that...

I'm so focused on myself and what I need and never what he needs.

And then I never go out of my way to buy anything for him or do anything for him.