Paige

When I picked him up at the airport a week ago-

Cause I, cause we thought we're talking about money.

And like, I was like, we don't have to like do lavish things, but like, I'd appreciate if I didn't have to like split the bill with you every time we go to dinner.

Like, it's just like chivalrous things.

I kind of miss in a relationship.

And he was like, hated that the other day.

I, I was dog sitting for my sister.

So I had two dogs on my lap in the car and went to go pick him up from the airport.

And I didn't get out and kiss him.

And he was like really bothered by that.

he kind of is, but I've also, I know that I have certain tendencies that like are meant to be a dig on women.

He wants to know how long I'll be like doing this much work and like what my plan is with it.

He was like, how long are you me doing this?

Cause like I,

He has a job, so he does work the nine to five.

Well, that's what makes it so hard to like have conversations with him too, because I like, I don't want to hurt him all the time.

And I know that that's something that I need to work on.

Like just being more honest and like having the hard conversations.

Yeah, it's really nice in my head.

I'm like, oh, he cares about me so much and I should be grateful.