Paul Alex

So then.

I don't know what happened psychologically at that time just to be sitting down, especially when you put that amount of work.

It's almost like that's when you feel at that moment, and this goes to anybody that's watching this, when you feel like you're just a number.

Just imagine.

Dude, just imagine that shit.

You work in a career, and this goes for military, first responders, health, everybody, but you work in a career where you do such a great job.

Dude, they're not paying you extra.

They're not telling you to do all the extra shit, but then you are.

I'm working seven days out of the week.

I'm packaging evidence on Sunday so I could get ready for the cases to be charged on Monday.

I'm doing the extra of the extra for the department just to get the attaboy.

And then for them to go ahead and just be like, oh, no, we're just going to sit you down.

It's bullshit.

so um there was one night dude 2019 thanksgiving the the night before thanksgiving i went to go uh drink at a salsa bar with a bunch of my ex-co-workers um got blacked out drunk got actually um dropped off at my house i slept for about five hours the next day dude i always tell people this i worked a ton of overtime bro

Cops, the ones that work a lot of overtime, they call themselves overtime whores.

So I was an overtime whore, okay?

And I remember I was groggy, but I got ready for work, dude.

And I went in my undercover car, and I'm going to the department in uniform.

I threw on a hoodie.

And it was the first day of rain in 2019, Thanksgiving Day, dude.