Paul Alex
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
What are you talking about, right?
So at the end of the day, it is what it is.
I'm over it.
But that changed my life.
Because I went from a guy who law enforcement defined me, dude.
And then I basically had the option of, yo, you're about to get suspended for six months with no pay, which would have destroyed me.
Would have taken all my savings.
I would have lost my house, all that shit, bro.
Or God was looking out for me because I had a commander at the department and it was a 800 officer department.
And he's like, hey, Paul, I don't know you like that, but I heard good things you put in good work.
So I'm gonna do you a solid.
Let them know you have a problem.
And I'm back in my head.
I'm like, what are you talking about?
I have a problem.
And what he was trying to tell me, he's just like, you have an alcohol problem.
And I was like, do I?
Like now I'm contemplating, dude, I'm like sitting there, I'm like, do I have a problem?
Right?
And for most of us, we don't know that.