Paul C. Brunson
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Podcast Appearances
And there were videos on Hughes form from my best mates, which I refused to watch.
And they wanted me to go with this guy who I'd never met and go to rehab.
Right there and there.
That moment.
And I remember I didn't like him anyway.
And I had a sixth sense.
And Hugh didn't really like him either.
And I'm glad it didn't actually work out.
But the reason it didn't work out is because I took my way out of it.
I promised.
And at that point, I really meant it because I hadn't tried to stop at that point.
I hadn't tried to stop drinking.
I loved it so much that I didn't want to stop or try.
And so when I was caught out and this was a real thing and I didn't want, I didn't want the public to know.
The thought of the public knowing that I was an alcoholic or a drug addict was just too much.
And I thought I'd never work again.
But, you know, that wasn't so much my thinking then.
Maybe that was when I went to rehab.
But it was just...
fuck, I need to do something now.