Perrie Edwards
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I loved every second of being pregnant.
Once I was past the 12 weeks and I felt like, I felt like everything was fine.
All the appointments were great.
Everything was going well.
I thought, right, this is it.
And I just basked in it.
I loved every second of it.
And that kind of got me feeling a bit more positive.
And I was like, right, I can do this.
I've birthed a human.
I've done it once.
I can do it again.
And then we got pregnant again.
And then we were about 24 weeks when we lost Axel.
our baby, but we'd named him.
And it was all this kind of, again, I was attached, but because I'd just had Axel, I wasn't living in the headspace of, oh, something could happen.
I was just like, I've just done this and I'm doing it again.
And I love it.
So I wasn't even thinking anything was going to go wrong until it went wrong.
And that was like traumatic because I feel like when you're that far along and you have to have the procedure.