Peter Crone

I think one of the first ones that we may have even talked about on your first podcast that we did together was my story of loss, which obviously is part of the fabric of what it is to be human, right? People talking about, I've lost my home, I've lost my possessions. And so what I recognize is that's also a story. There's no loss.

Like in the world of energy that we live in, it's all just transferred, right? It's all conserved. It just goes from one form to the next. And so my parents dying, my mom dying when I was seven of cancer and my dad going to work when I was 17 and went, he worked on the boats and the boats capsized and he was one of close to 200 people that died.

Like in the world of energy that we live in, it's all just transferred, right? It's all conserved. It just goes from one form to the next. And so my parents dying, my mom dying when I was seven of cancer and my dad going to work when I was 17 and went, he worked on the boats and the boats capsized and he was one of close to 200 people that died.

Like in the world of energy that we live in, it's all just transferred, right? It's all conserved. It just goes from one form to the next. And so my parents dying, my mom dying when I was seven of cancer and my dad going to work when I was 17 and went, he worked on the boats and the boats capsized and he was one of close to 200 people that died.

So I, in ways that I didn't know, my oblivious state was because I'm hearing, oh, my gosh, loss and loss and loss and loss. I lost my parents. And for years, in a really well-intended way, I was hearing that from people. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Oh, that must have been so hard to lose your parents at such a young age. And so that narrative continues to get reinforced.

So I, in ways that I didn't know, my oblivious state was because I'm hearing, oh, my gosh, loss and loss and loss and loss. I lost my parents. And for years, in a really well-intended way, I was hearing that from people. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Oh, that must have been so hard to lose your parents at such a young age. And so that narrative continues to get reinforced.

So I, in ways that I didn't know, my oblivious state was because I'm hearing, oh, my gosh, loss and loss and loss and loss. I lost my parents. And for years, in a really well-intended way, I was hearing that from people. I'm so sorry to hear about your loss. Oh, that must have been so hard to lose your parents at such a young age. And so that narrative continues to get reinforced.

So it wasn't until 14 years after or 13 years after my dad died that I fell in love as best as I knew at the ripe age of 29 and my very limited understanding of what love was. And so my who I was for myself is who I am is somebody that loses things of value. I'm not walking around saying that. That's a bizarre thing to say, but my energetic signature is that.

So it wasn't until 14 years after or 13 years after my dad died that I fell in love as best as I knew at the ripe age of 29 and my very limited understanding of what love was. And so my who I was for myself is who I am is somebody that loses things of value. I'm not walking around saying that. That's a bizarre thing to say, but my energetic signature is that.

So it wasn't until 14 years after or 13 years after my dad died that I fell in love as best as I knew at the ripe age of 29 and my very limited understanding of what love was. And so my who I was for myself is who I am is somebody that loses things of value. I'm not walking around saying that. That's a bizarre thing to say, but my energetic signature is that.

And so the way I related to this new girl was from the compensatory space of, well, I don't want to lose you because my way of relating to you is that I love you and you're amazing. So I'm going to compensate by being the perfect boyfriend, right? So people can understand that.

And so the way I related to this new girl was from the compensatory space of, well, I don't want to lose you because my way of relating to you is that I love you and you're amazing. So I'm going to compensate by being the perfect boyfriend, right? So people can understand that.

And so the way I related to this new girl was from the compensatory space of, well, I don't want to lose you because my way of relating to you is that I love you and you're amazing. So I'm going to compensate by being the perfect boyfriend, right? So people can understand that.

But I didn't believe it because it's my blind spot. Yeah, yeah. Like subconscious identity belief, right? Exactly. So it's just who I was for myself is that anything of particular value, especially in the realm of relationships, is going to disappear because that's my trauma. That's my experience, right? So that's my only frame of reference. So here now is somebody who, for the first time,

But I didn't believe it because it's my blind spot. Yeah, yeah. Like subconscious identity belief, right? Exactly. So it's just who I was for myself is that anything of particular value, especially in the realm of relationships, is going to disappear because that's my trauma. That's my experience, right? So that's my only frame of reference. So here now is somebody who, for the first time,

But I didn't believe it because it's my blind spot. Yeah, yeah. Like subconscious identity belief, right? Exactly. So it's just who I was for myself is that anything of particular value, especially in the realm of relationships, is going to disappear because that's my trauma. That's my experience, right? So that's my only frame of reference. So here now is somebody who, for the first time,

Dated other girls, but didn't have the same significant connection. So but here, this is wall, this is strong, this is love, right? So now we get this energetic, these tender hooks that get into her, you know, my means of making sure that I don't experience the hurt that I actually haven't transmuted yet that I'm still propagating. is to make sure I don't lose her because that's too painful.

Dated other girls, but didn't have the same significant connection. So but here, this is wall, this is strong, this is love, right? So now we get this energetic, these tender hooks that get into her, you know, my means of making sure that I don't experience the hurt that I actually haven't transmuted yet that I'm still propagating. is to make sure I don't lose her because that's too painful.

Dated other girls, but didn't have the same significant connection. So but here, this is wall, this is strong, this is love, right? So now we get this energetic, these tender hooks that get into her, you know, my means of making sure that I don't experience the hurt that I actually haven't transmuted yet that I'm still propagating. is to make sure I don't lose her because that's too painful.

Not realizing, because this is all happening beneath the surface, that I just still haven't reconciled the hurt that was my parents dying. And it's being reinforced by the narrative of loss, which I didn't lose them, they died, right? So eventually I got to the post of, I didn't lose anything, my parents died. That's part of the human experience. That might sound cold or callous.