Peter Crone

Not realizing, because this is all happening beneath the surface, that I just still haven't reconciled the hurt that was my parents dying. And it's being reinforced by the narrative of loss, which I didn't lose them, they died, right? So eventually I got to the post of, I didn't lose anything, my parents died. That's part of the human experience. That might sound cold or callous.

Not realizing, because this is all happening beneath the surface, that I just still haven't reconciled the hurt that was my parents dying. And it's being reinforced by the narrative of loss, which I didn't lose them, they died, right? So eventually I got to the post of, I didn't lose anything, my parents died. That's part of the human experience. That might sound cold or callous.

I still miss the shit out of my dad. I mean, I think he would be blown away by what I've accomplished. And, you know, there's a sense of pride that I know he just adored me as an only child, right? And especially as for 10 years after he'd lost his own wife, you know, his mom, my mama died and his wife had gone. You know, I was his entire world, right?

I still miss the shit out of my dad. I mean, I think he would be blown away by what I've accomplished. And, you know, there's a sense of pride that I know he just adored me as an only child, right? And especially as for 10 years after he'd lost his own wife, you know, his mom, my mama died and his wife had gone. You know, I was his entire world, right?

I still miss the shit out of my dad. I mean, I think he would be blown away by what I've accomplished. And, you know, there's a sense of pride that I know he just adored me as an only child, right? And especially as for 10 years after he'd lost his own wife, you know, his mom, my mama died and his wife had gone. You know, I was his entire world, right?

So there's times where I just really feel like I would love to just sit down and get to know him, you know, because as a 17 year old, we're all so self-preoccupied. But anyway, so in that relationship, I got to the point where, as I tell people, fear will break its own heart, right?

So there's times where I just really feel like I would love to just sit down and get to know him, you know, because as a 17 year old, we're all so self-preoccupied. But anyway, so in that relationship, I got to the point where, as I tell people, fear will break its own heart, right?

So there's times where I just really feel like I would love to just sit down and get to know him, you know, because as a 17 year old, we're all so self-preoccupied. But anyway, so in that relationship, I got to the point where, as I tell people, fear will break its own heart, right?

So I didn't know, but my fear of loss did eventually fulfill on itself, that self-fulfilling prophecy where my behavior, because albeit well-intended, and I really was a great fucking boyfriend, but my efforts were somewhat disingenuous, Their underlying intent was pure, which is, I love this person.

So I didn't know, but my fear of loss did eventually fulfill on itself, that self-fulfilling prophecy where my behavior, because albeit well-intended, and I really was a great fucking boyfriend, but my efforts were somewhat disingenuous, Their underlying intent was pure, which is, I love this person.

So I didn't know, but my fear of loss did eventually fulfill on itself, that self-fulfilling prophecy where my behavior, because albeit well-intended, and I really was a great fucking boyfriend, but my efforts were somewhat disingenuous, Their underlying intent was pure, which is, I love this person.

I want to show up, whether it be poetry, flowers, kindness, attention, safety, all the things that you would assume any woman would just die for.

I want to show up, whether it be poetry, flowers, kindness, attention, safety, all the things that you would assume any woman would just die for.

I want to show up, whether it be poetry, flowers, kindness, attention, safety, all the things that you would assume any woman would just die for.

were nonetheless tainted with this little bit of inauthenticity because the energetic way that it's being represented is from fear and even on the receiving end in ways that we probably couldn't articulate or she couldn't she's her body her somatic experience is feeling the texture of the energy in which things are being given from right and she could feel it to the point that that's what she articulated when she left right because i thought we were in such a great place

were nonetheless tainted with this little bit of inauthenticity because the energetic way that it's being represented is from fear and even on the receiving end in ways that we probably couldn't articulate or she couldn't she's her body her somatic experience is feeling the texture of the energy in which things are being given from right and she could feel it to the point that that's what she articulated when she left right because i thought we were in such a great place

were nonetheless tainted with this little bit of inauthenticity because the energetic way that it's being represented is from fear and even on the receiving end in ways that we probably couldn't articulate or she couldn't she's her body her somatic experience is feeling the texture of the energy in which things are being given from right and she could feel it to the point that that's what she articulated when she left right because i thought we were in such a great place

And we had, you know, like any couple, we had things to work on and communications to clear up. But there was so much joy and love between us. But when she did eventually say she's leaving, she said, your love is suffocating. And even in the moment she said that, it still didn't register because I didn't know what I was up to.

And we had, you know, like any couple, we had things to work on and communications to clear up. But there was so much joy and love between us. But when she did eventually say she's leaving, she said, your love is suffocating. And even in the moment she said that, it still didn't register because I didn't know what I was up to.

And we had, you know, like any couple, we had things to work on and communications to clear up. But there was so much joy and love between us. But when she did eventually say she's leaving, she said, your love is suffocating. And even in the moment she said that, it still didn't register because I didn't know what I was up to.