Peter Crone

But it's like, you know, when you catch a kid and you can tell as a parent, like they just did something, you know, what are you up to? Nothing. You know, there's something going on systemically, energetically at the subtlest level of who we be that we're oblivious to. But you're up to something, right? And in this case, what I was up to was doing everything I could to avoid her leaving me.

But it's like, you know, when you catch a kid and you can tell as a parent, like they just did something, you know, what are you up to? Nothing. You know, there's something going on systemically, energetically at the subtlest level of who we be that we're oblivious to. But you're up to something, right? And in this case, what I was up to was doing everything I could to avoid her leaving me.

But it's like, you know, when you catch a kid and you can tell as a parent, like they just did something, you know, what are you up to? Nothing. You know, there's something going on systemically, energetically at the subtlest level of who we be that we're oblivious to. But you're up to something, right? And in this case, what I was up to was doing everything I could to avoid her leaving me.

which was got nothing to do with her. It had everything to do with the hurt that had not yet been mitigated in my system because of the passing of my parents. So once I saw that, I mean, there was, she left and there was, it was probably seven, eight weeks where she wasn't in my life.

which was got nothing to do with her. It had everything to do with the hurt that had not yet been mitigated in my system because of the passing of my parents. So once I saw that, I mean, there was, she left and there was, it was probably seven, eight weeks where she wasn't in my life.

which was got nothing to do with her. It had everything to do with the hurt that had not yet been mitigated in my system because of the passing of my parents. So once I saw that, I mean, there was, she left and there was, it was probably seven, eight weeks where she wasn't in my life.

The first two or three were communicating this, you know, whatever logistics, she left this or this or how you, you know, we're, staying in touch for a while. And I was at that point still hoping that there was an opportunity to reconcile where, you know, she'd come back or desperate and doing desperate things. I was talking to all my buddies and, you know, what can I do? What can I say?

The first two or three were communicating this, you know, whatever logistics, she left this or this or how you, you know, we're, staying in touch for a while. And I was at that point still hoping that there was an opportunity to reconcile where, you know, she'd come back or desperate and doing desperate things. I was talking to all my buddies and, you know, what can I do? What can I say?

The first two or three were communicating this, you know, whatever logistics, she left this or this or how you, you know, we're, staying in touch for a while. And I was at that point still hoping that there was an opportunity to reconcile where, you know, she'd come back or desperate and doing desperate things. I was talking to all my buddies and, you know, what can I do? What can I say?

How did I fuck this up? All the normal stuff that humans go through. And then there was a period of about six or seven weeks, maybe five or six weeks, where there was no communication. So I hadn't heard a word from her. And my brain, because of this subconscious foundation of fear and loss, the conscious thoughts were, based in that scarcity and lack, right? Where is she?

How did I fuck this up? All the normal stuff that humans go through. And then there was a period of about six or seven weeks, maybe five or six weeks, where there was no communication. So I hadn't heard a word from her. And my brain, because of this subconscious foundation of fear and loss, the conscious thoughts were, based in that scarcity and lack, right? Where is she?

How did I fuck this up? All the normal stuff that humans go through. And then there was a period of about six or seven weeks, maybe five or six weeks, where there was no communication. So I hadn't heard a word from her. And my brain, because of this subconscious foundation of fear and loss, the conscious thoughts were, based in that scarcity and lack, right? Where is she?

Is she dating someone else, which would help to reinforce my feeling of inadequacy? Will I see her again, which is the fear of like my life not working out? And so all of these questions kept ruminating around, you know, to the point of like, I woke up one night in the middle of the night and I actually screamed, shut up. I said, shut up, because my mind just would not stop.

Is she dating someone else, which would help to reinforce my feeling of inadequacy? Will I see her again, which is the fear of like my life not working out? And so all of these questions kept ruminating around, you know, to the point of like, I woke up one night in the middle of the night and I actually screamed, shut up. I said, shut up, because my mind just would not stop.

Is she dating someone else, which would help to reinforce my feeling of inadequacy? Will I see her again, which is the fear of like my life not working out? And so all of these questions kept ruminating around, you know, to the point of like, I woke up one night in the middle of the night and I actually screamed, shut up. I said, shut up, because my mind just would not stop.

It is an addiction, right? When we come from that place of suffering. So it was very humbling for me because back then I wasn't doing what I do now. I was just, you know, not just, but I was training people. So it will be a transformative and it was beautiful. It didn't have this level of impact.

It is an addiction, right? When we come from that place of suffering. So it was very humbling for me because back then I wasn't doing what I do now. I was just, you know, not just, but I was training people. So it will be a transformative and it was beautiful. It didn't have this level of impact.

It is an addiction, right? When we come from that place of suffering. So it was very humbling for me because back then I wasn't doing what I do now. I was just, you know, not just, but I was training people. So it will be a transformative and it was beautiful. It didn't have this level of impact.

So I sat there and then, you know, one day I was just sitting at my desk and these same questions were still, you know, permeating the corners of my skull. And I got the answer to all the questions. They were like, where is she? Is she dating someone? Will I see her again? And will I find love like that? It was three words, which is, I don't know.

So I sat there and then, you know, one day I was just sitting at my desk and these same questions were still, you know, permeating the corners of my skull. And I got the answer to all the questions. They were like, where is she? Is she dating someone? Will I see her again? And will I find love like that? It was three words, which is, I don't know.