Phoebe

They were completely gone.

And I just was thinking, oh, God.

What have I seen?

What has happened to me?

Because I just was trying to have a night to get my feelings out, go home and feel better.

And now I've seen something I can never explain.

I feel the blood come out of my face.

I feel that cold fear feeling.

And before I had turned, I thought they were a group of kids.

I thought it was a group of teenagers.

And I even kind of thought to myself in my sad brain, oh, that's nice that these kids have friends and they're having a nice night with their friends.

I even, if they were deer, I think I would have been a little shocked for a moment because...

as there is deer that wander down, I mean, you don't see them every day.

So it would have been maybe startling for a second, but then I think, oh, cute, a deer.

And I move on with my life.

But when I realized that it's neither of those things and it's some fucked up combination of both, I have to try to catch my breath for a moment.

And I feel like I can't.

And I feel like my palms are getting sweaty.

And I'm just trying to process this because the whole interaction took

Less than 30 seconds, certainly.