Professor Katriona O'Sullivan

And then there's the other song that goes...

But so I had all these different.

But the soundtracks that were placed in me from the good people who saw past what I presented, they kept me going.

Right.

They really did.

And then I remember I said about growing towards the light.

Like, I genuinely think we all will grow.

Ask the question at some point in our lives, is this it for me?

Most broken people, most addicts will say, I need help.

When I said that, Ray, I just was met with this abundance of support from Ireland, from Australia.

Summer Hill, from Dublin One, from the processes, the policies, the practices that were in place at that time.

So I was literally really lucky.

Now, I am resilient.

I don't want to be resilient, Ray.

Like, I'd prefer to be resilient in the space where I failed an exam and I learned something from it.

Like, there's a difference between surviving

and resilience and I survived.

I didn't bounce back and come at it harder and do the exam 20% better.

I fucking stayed alive, Ray.

I lay in my bed in my hostel and thought about killing myself nearly every single day.