Rachael Kirkconnell

You know, whether we were doing interviews or whether he was replying to people in comments, talking about getting married and everything like that. So, yeah, I guess it's just hard to... Think about... It's just one of those things that you replay a lot over and over again. Because the words were there and, you know, us talking about taking the next steps, all of that was fine.

You know, whether we were doing interviews or whether he was replying to people in comments, talking about getting married and everything like that. So, yeah, I guess it's just hard to... Think about... It's just one of those things that you replay a lot over and over again. Because the words were there and, you know, us talking about taking the next steps, all of that was fine.

But, you know, the actions obviously weren't there.

But, you know, the actions obviously weren't there.

But, you know, the actions obviously weren't there.

No, so, like, that was another thing. He... said that he didn't want to live together until we were married. And he's a very religious man. So I was like, that's okay. I can do that. But at the same time, I'm a little confused because we're still You know, traveling together, staying in the same hotel. And it was like we were living together.

No, so, like, that was another thing. He... said that he didn't want to live together until we were married. And he's a very religious man. So I was like, that's okay. I can do that. But at the same time, I'm a little confused because we're still You know, traveling together, staying in the same hotel. And it was like we were living together.

No, so, like, that was another thing. He... said that he didn't want to live together until we were married. And he's a very religious man. So I was like, that's okay. I can do that. But at the same time, I'm a little confused because we're still You know, traveling together, staying in the same hotel. And it was like we were living together.

Like, half of his stuff is still at my place in Georgia right now. But he always had an apartment in Miami or New York. So we were either in New York, Miami, or in Atlanta. And I think at the time, I just... I didn't worry about it too much because it was fun.

Like, half of his stuff is still at my place in Georgia right now. But he always had an apartment in Miami or New York. So we were either in New York, Miami, or in Atlanta. And I think at the time, I just... I didn't worry about it too much because it was fun.

Like, half of his stuff is still at my place in Georgia right now. But he always had an apartment in Miami or New York. So we were either in New York, Miami, or in Atlanta. And I think at the time, I just... I didn't worry about it too much because it was fun.

I feel like whenever we would talk about our life, we would say like we want multiple homes anyways, like to be or just, you know, a little space here and there, like a home home somewhere. But it'd be fun to have to keep the apartment in Miami or keep the apartment in New York. And so I think that I was making excuses for it because it was one of those things where

I feel like whenever we would talk about our life, we would say like we want multiple homes anyways, like to be or just, you know, a little space here and there, like a home home somewhere. But it'd be fun to have to keep the apartment in Miami or keep the apartment in New York. And so I think that I was making excuses for it because it was one of those things where

I feel like whenever we would talk about our life, we would say like we want multiple homes anyways, like to be or just, you know, a little space here and there, like a home home somewhere. But it'd be fun to have to keep the apartment in Miami or keep the apartment in New York. And so I think that I was making excuses for it because it was one of those things where

We were saying that that was going to be our life anyway. So I guess I just didn't think too much on it. But I also think it was me trying to justify it just because I didn't want to worry like, well, is this like fear of like, you know, taking the next steps? You know, of course, you don't want to admit that to yourself.

We were saying that that was going to be our life anyway. So I guess I just didn't think too much on it. But I also think it was me trying to justify it just because I didn't want to worry like, well, is this like fear of like, you know, taking the next steps? You know, of course, you don't want to admit that to yourself.

We were saying that that was going to be our life anyway. So I guess I just didn't think too much on it. But I also think it was me trying to justify it just because I didn't want to worry like, well, is this like fear of like, you know, taking the next steps? You know, of course, you don't want to admit that to yourself.

So now, yeah, looking back on it, maybe that is what it was.

So now, yeah, looking back on it, maybe that is what it was.

So now, yeah, looking back on it, maybe that is what it was.